Don’t screw my life, don’t even try. You think you all are gonna control me? Twist me round your little finger? And I am supposed to oblige like the good boy I am? Whatever. I have my own mind, I can make my own decisions well enough without your professional judgments. Its getting on my nerves, if you haven’t realized by now.

Oh yeah, since when were u so concerned about me? Oh I realized you need to study, so sorry I am gonna lock the door bye bye. No teevee for you. Oh by the way, the reason why I am watching and you have to study is cuz im a real smartass, always been. Remember how I used to thrash you in everything? Academically, musically, achievements wise. You are not entitled to the tv, cuz you’re not smart enough. Sorry. Oh my god, I realize you actually do care. I am moved to tears you know.

Yeah, I know I am childish, but let me tell you I have my limits too. You know very well yourself what is the real reason behind locking the damn door. Or has it become a habit over the years, what’s with all the covering of newspapers when there are people behind etc. I have a greater threshold for such nonsense now, thanks to the practices you all have given me over the years. But that doesn’t mean I wont blow up. That doesn’t mean I don’t give a damn, because you just screwed up my plans.

You’re messing with a bomb here. Its gonna explode any moment, with all the fiddling everyone’s giving it. Stop acting like a know all, because u aint. Stop messing around with my life, because you don’t have the right. Stop throwing your weight around, because honestly I don’t give a fuck. And release my leash, its getting more taut by the second. Let me repeat myself. I am not a kid anymore. I know what I am doing. Anything else from anyone would just screw everything up, like how everything’s fucked up tonight.